WHEN OR WHY? by Nicholas Stephens

I am tired of asking who am I

I am tired of feeling burdened all my life

I am tired of feeling wasted and left all alone

I am tired of playing childish now that I have grown

I have feelings of my life being an optical illusion

With all recurring problems that seem to have no solution

I believe in God, but i know it takes more than faith,

I've been through the longsuffering, but how longer should I wait?

My life is a never ending burden with feelings of being defeated

Even with everything I sacrificed, I'm still being mistreated

How can anyone feel so meaningless and broken to the core?

How can anyone be so devastated and left unrestored?

Why should a creature struggle to feel belonged ?

Or why should its music be about depression and suicidal sad songs?

My experience of love is like a cold day in hell

Given the expression above, its a sad day as you can tell

No one ever notices that after the 5 seconds of plastic begins to disappear

The ducts start working and my cheek welcomes the tears

But no matter how hard I try, sometimes I'm just out of luck

And lately after all the unrewarded efforts, I truly don't give a Fuck

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